Long Post...Nuff Said!!
Well it has been a minute since I got my ramble on.....lol
Yall I am still moving...you would think I lived in a mansion. I have sold my appliances...gave my daughter my furniture, throwed away everything I could think of... moved 60 something boxes to storage and my son says 50 of the boxes said fragile...glass...(he is pissed)...I have about 25 boxes ready to go. I still need to pack my room some to storage...some across the street to my momma's house. I have to finish Christal's room. I have been fooling with this over a month. I want this ova....Today and tomorrow that is it. It has got to be done.
I have a good attitude....I noticed that the emptier the house get the memories began to surface...Chris in his baby bed biting the wood right off of it. LOL ....now he's the one moving the beds out of the house for good. I have moved back and forth in and out of this house.....I rented it out for 10 years. I don't feel attached ...it is just a house ...a lousy one at that...but I built it from the ground as a young women...Now it is gone. I cannot look back. I cannot say that all memories were good....The teenage years I care not to remember...but yet they are memories.
I believe with all of that the gaining ...getting the house it was a blessing....i had the worst credit in the world 27 years old ....and they called me directly to verify everything about employment, etc. I wrote the right number on the application but they called me. I laugh because when they called my department I answered the phone with my name.....They still asked me all the questions, never paid attention. I pushed it through.....I always said God has away......
Now 22 years later...i still have the worst credit in the world...and its gone....I still say God has away. I cannot complain, I cannot and shall not cry over spilled milk. He(God) has wiped up the milk and It is time to pour a new glass, taller and more beautiful. ( I don't like milk but the analogy is good) lol The glass that I shall drink from now, will be a good one, perfect, without blemish, the glass will be blown uniquely, not from a pattern, but it will be created from the mind of God.
(Now I know that sounds bold, hey but I have nothing to lose right? ...As a man thinketh in his heart?)
I am ready for this day this hour to finally close this chapter in my life because this book is about to get interesting. I have a new attitude. I have new adventures...possibly I have found the man in my dreams.... I know I said in my not of my.... dreams. that was on purpose. I am getting ready to walk in something I can feel it.
God gave me a word on my weight. I am anxious to get with this too. I am a believer in miracles....I say this now because somebody may be struggling the same way I am struggling.
The Lord told me that If I went back to the beginning and did everything I was suppose to do , the way I was told to do it. I would achieve the results I need to achieve. Now there is a twist...this time it will be hard....why because our eyes are open....last time it was a faith walk did not know what would happen we were too scared to mess up... We know better now. so it has to be the faith walk to stay on task. I am anxious to get started.
I believe God is no respector of persons. If you are struggling if you are 4 years out like me...no where near your goal..start over, start from the beginning...no five day pouch test. the actual beginning... without the pain...lol and what he told me was this .....6 months I can reach my goal. Guess what if he will do it for me certainly he will for you ...the beauty ...He cannot lie....if I work it....it has to happen.
Well I am done with my ramble ....pray for a sister she has work to do.
Yall I am still moving...you would think I lived in a mansion. I have sold my appliances...gave my daughter my furniture, throwed away everything I could think of... moved 60 something boxes to storage and my son says 50 of the boxes said fragile...glass...(he is pissed)...I have about 25 boxes ready to go. I still need to pack my room some to storage...some across the street to my momma's house. I have to finish Christal's room. I have been fooling with this over a month. I want this ova....Today and tomorrow that is it. It has got to be done.
I have a good attitude....I noticed that the emptier the house get the memories began to surface...Chris in his baby bed biting the wood right off of it. LOL ....now he's the one moving the beds out of the house for good. I have moved back and forth in and out of this house.....I rented it out for 10 years. I don't feel attached ...it is just a house ...a lousy one at that...but I built it from the ground as a young women...Now it is gone. I cannot look back. I cannot say that all memories were good....The teenage years I care not to remember...but yet they are memories.
I believe with all of that the gaining ...getting the house it was a blessing....i had the worst credit in the world 27 years old ....and they called me directly to verify everything about employment, etc. I wrote the right number on the application but they called me. I laugh because when they called my department I answered the phone with my name.....They still asked me all the questions, never paid attention. I pushed it through.....I always said God has away......
Now 22 years later...i still have the worst credit in the world...and its gone....I still say God has away. I cannot complain, I cannot and shall not cry over spilled milk. He(God) has wiped up the milk and It is time to pour a new glass, taller and more beautiful. ( I don't like milk but the analogy is good) lol The glass that I shall drink from now, will be a good one, perfect, without blemish, the glass will be blown uniquely, not from a pattern, but it will be created from the mind of God.
(Now I know that sounds bold, hey but I have nothing to lose right? ...As a man thinketh in his heart?)
I am ready for this day this hour to finally close this chapter in my life because this book is about to get interesting. I have a new attitude. I have new adventures...possibly I have found the man in my dreams.... I know I said in my not of my.... dreams. that was on purpose. I am getting ready to walk in something I can feel it.
God gave me a word on my weight. I am anxious to get with this too. I am a believer in miracles....I say this now because somebody may be struggling the same way I am struggling.
The Lord told me that If I went back to the beginning and did everything I was suppose to do , the way I was told to do it. I would achieve the results I need to achieve. Now there is a twist...this time it will be hard....why because our eyes are open....last time it was a faith walk did not know what would happen we were too scared to mess up... We know better now. so it has to be the faith walk to stay on task. I am anxious to get started.
I believe God is no respector of persons. If you are struggling if you are 4 years out like me...no where near your goal..start over, start from the beginning...no five day pouch test. the actual beginning... without the pain...lol and what he told me was this .....6 months I can reach my goal. Guess what if he will do it for me certainly he will for you ...the beauty ...He cannot lie....if I work it....it has to happen.
Well I am done with my ramble ....pray for a sister she has work to do.
post out to read it, huh? 
for you Di...I KNOW you can do this! 
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